Queen of Ruin
Obey me now it’s not a choice it’s fate
All of you work for my name’s weight
Born into gold into silk and pride
But still I ask what’s joy inside?
Is it strange I don’t understand
What "a little happiness" truly demands?
They say I’m cruel a selfish glare
But maybe I just… don’t know care
You call me rich you call me cold
But what’s the use of all this gold?
The world I see is just pretend
No love to feel no hand to lend
Oh please won’t someone hear me scream?
From the throne of a forgotten dream?
I forgot the word “others” long ago
Does that make me broken? I don’t know
Dad said it’s your fault I’m this way
So now you burn if I say
I rule the skies but feel so small
Maybe I never lived at all
This lonely crown it weighs too much
No soul to reach no warmth to touch
You call me rich you call me cold
But what’s the use of all this gold?
The world I see is just pretend
No love to feel no hand to lend
Oh please won’t someone hear me scream?
From the throne of a forgotten dream?
A billion dollars for your smile
No strings no pain just stay awhile
This isn’t power it’s a curse
This aching void I can’t reverse
You call me queen you call me lost
But joy is what I want the most
No palace walls can keep me in
I’d trade it all for just one sin?
To feel to cry to bleed unseen
Not just a shadow in a dream
This world... no one’s really here are they?